December son.

Story : A Date with The Other Woman .

2012-02-08T20:22:00.000-08:00

After 21 years of marriage, I discovered a new way of keeping alive the spark of love. A little while ago I started to go out with another woman. It was really my wife’s idea.

“I know you love her,” she said one day, taking me by surprise.
“But I love YOU!” I protested.
“I know, but you also love her.”The other woman my wife wanted me to visit was my mother, who has been a widow for 19 years. The demands of my work and my three children had made it possible to visit her only occasionally. That night, I called to invite her to go out for dinner and a movie.
“What’s wrong, are you well,” she asked? My mother is the type of woman who suspects that a late night call or a surprise invitation is a sign of bad news.
“I thought it would be pleasant to pass some time with you,” I responded. “Just the two of us.”
She thought about it for a moment, then said, “I would like that very much.”
That Friday, after work, as I drove over to pick her up I was a bit nervous. When I arrived at her house, I noticed that she, too, seemed to be nervous about our date. She waited in the doorway with her coat on. She had curled her hair and was wearing the dress that she had worn to celebrate her last wedding anniversary. She smiled from a face that was as radiant as an angel’s.
“I told my friends that I was going to go out with my son, and they were impressed,” she said, as she got into the car. “They can’t wait to hear about our meeting.”
We went to a restaurant that, although not elegant, was very nice and cozy.
My mother took my arm as if she were the First Lady.
After we sat down, I had to read the menu. Her eyes could only read large print. Halfway through the entree, I lifted my eyes and saw Mom sitting there staring at me. A nostalgic smile was on her lips.
“It was I who used to have to read the menu when you were small,” she said.
“Then it’s time you relaxed and let me return the favor,” I responded.
During the dinner, we had an agreeable conversation – nothing extraordinary – just catching up on recent events of each other’s lives. We talked so much that we missed the movie.
As we arrived at her house later, she said, “I’ll go out with you again, but only if you let me invite you.” I agreed and kissed her good night.
“How was your dinner date?” asked my wife when I got home.
“Very nice. Much nicer than I could have imagined,” I answered.

A few days later, my mother died of a massive heart attack. It happened so suddenly that I didn’t have a chance to do anything for her.
Sometime later, I received an envelope with a copy of a restaurant receipt from the same place mother and I had dined. An attached note said: “I paid this bill in advance. I was almost sure that I couldn’t be there, but, never-the-less, I paid for two plates –one for you and the other for you wife. You will never know what that night meant to me. I love you.”

At that moment, I understood the importance of saying, “I LOVE YOU” in time, and to give our loved ones the time that they deserve. Nothing in life is more important than God and your family. Give them the time they deserve, because these things cannot always be put off to “some other time.”

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Enjoy The Journey Of Life

2012-02-08T20:07:00.000-08:00

Prayer before starting on a Journey

My holy Angel Guardian, ask the Lord to bless the journey which I undertake, that it may profit the health of my soul and body; that I may reach its end, and that, returning safe and sound, I may find my family in good health. Do thou guard, guide and preserve us. Amen.

God bless you!!

when ends meet.

2011-09-28T01:55:00.000-07:00

Underneath the starlight,

We stood by and we saw,

A bridge.

Unbreakable devotion.

'Indulge'

Walk of a century

2011-09-28T01:00:00.000-07:00

They say a thousand miles begin with a single step. Im sure you are familiar with this quote. =)

'At the end of the storm is a golden sky'

The life that is found enjoying His presence, His mercy and His attainment.
Its found nowhere in the world.
The bliss and the glamour,
the joy and the sun masks,
are none compared to one's that simple and holy.

We strive in our lives, we taste the sweetness and bitterness cuts our straw.
But, that is life that is meaningless when chasing after the wind.

God is like the kite handler, and we His beautiful crafted creation,
just slings on to his care and grace as we sail through our lives.

1 corinthians 2:9 However, as it is written: "No eye has seen, no ear has heard, no mind has conceived what God has prepared for those who love him"--

Lfc Asia tour!

2011-07-13T21:21:00.000-07:00

Yes, yes. Im going for Lfc asia tour training session tonight at 7!
And then the pre-season kick off on saturday night.
Cant wait for it.

Steven gerrard is not coming though.

He is what makes liverpool in the past.
But cant wait to see them play for the first time in my life.
Pray all goes well.

*a bit dissapointed to miss brothers day.
(wonder what they have for us)

but...
You'll never walk alone!
Hope to witness a good turnout for the match and walk on you REDS!

time to change.

2011-04-12T04:47:00.000-07:00

It is really time to change.

I know,

personality and attitudes are hard to transform sometimes

But, its really time to change.

for the sake of everyone around me.

It is the only thing ,

i will promise as i keep growing.

Change.

may God really change me inside out and teach me how to be the person He wants.

"Wash my hands and clean me.. "

Dancing in the rain =)

2011-04-11T02:27:00.000-07:00

You raise me up,
so i can stand on mountains.
You know me deep within my heart,
dear God,
you are faithful.

nice song.
Sorry,
It’s all that you can't say
Years gone by and still
Words don’t come easily
Like sorry, like sorry

Baby can I hold you tonight
Maybe if I told you the right words
At the right time you'd be mine
You'd be mine
You'd be mine....

突然好想你

2011-04-10T22:38:00.001-07:00

我們像一首最美麗的歌曲變成兩部悲傷的電影
為什麼你帶我走過最難忘的旅行然後留下最痛的紀念品

突然好想你你會在哪裡過得快樂或委屈
突然好想你突然鋒利的回憶突然模糊的眼睛

最怕此生已經決心自己過沒有你卻又突然聽到你的消息

I dont want to sound emotional but..... =D

Being happy is like a lark that sings a beautiful song in the morning!
=)

Missing thread

2011-03-28T04:35:00.000-07:00

A great song.
Some words we did not say,
didnt mean it was never there.

The nights are lonely, The days are so sad
And I just keep thinking about
The love that we had..
And I'm missing you
And nobody knows it but me.

Tomorrow morning I'm hitting
The dusty road
Gonna find you wherever
Ever you might go
I'm gonna unload my heart and hope
You come back to me
Said when the nights are lonely...

Searching, always searching for the one,
Dreams that take you away,
from the love that revolves around,
the circle of trust.

But like a jigsaw puzzle
It's been torn all apart
A million words couldn't say
Just how I feel
A million years from now you know
I'll be loving you still..

So much it means.

2011-03-27T00:58:00.000-07:00

Elton John
Guess there are times when we all need to share a little pain
And ironing out the rough spots
Is the hardest part when memories remain
And it's times like these when we all need to hear the radio
Cause from the lips of some old singer
We can share the troubles we already know.

Words CJ: Its little things that happen in your life,
   It can cut you deep down,
   It can break your heart ,
   We all need a little break sometimes..

Love blossomed like a Willy tree,  but wilt in the cold winter nights.

When saying sorry is like a song,
When believing in something that is not,
Its just amazing how life can break you,
how love can seem to matter so much to you.

And in the end,
the days when you dance with Joy,
the days when you weep in silence.

I just wanna say,

Sad songs, they say
Sad songs, they say
Sad songs, they say
Sad songs, they say so much

''The hardest part of letting go is something that you treasure with all your life.''

But that was never the point.

At all. >.<

2011-03-17T04:31:00.001-07:00

Just because you know.

2011-03-15T20:42:00.000-07:00

Just because you know me,

You know i will stay with you all thru the night,

Just because you know me,

You know its not that simple.

Just because you know me,

You know i care for you more than this.

More than this..

Sometimes i just wonder,

If tomorrow never comes,

What if i did not do enough,

What if i never say 'i care' enough.

If tomorrow never comes,

I just want you to know.

I once cared for you,

I once had dreams with you in it.

the lyrics from the videos.

If tomorrow never comes,
Will she know how much I loved her?
Did I try in every way?
To show her everyday
She's my only one.

'Cos I've lost loved ones in my life,
Who never knew how much I loved them.
Now I live with no regret,
The natural feelings for them
Never will reveal..

are u okay ?

2011-03-14T05:04:00.000-07:00

Guess what, i cant take it when people insult you straight in the face,wey >.<

If I'm assigned to fetch you home, just stay still and quiet, and follow.
Not make noiseeeee laaa. I cant bear it, coz the next time it happens,i cant guarantee what will apen.
WTH? alright.

Lets pray for Japan though!

ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR !

Things we never understood.

2011-03-06T22:15:00.000-08:00

Have you ever wondered why?
Have you?
Have any question bugged you as much as life can?

Well, as humans we are as pale as we could be.
Sometimes its just hard to comprehend to surroudings in our lives.

Recently, i watched this movie.
'The Adjustment Bureau'
It speaks about How a team of age-old angels could help God adjust, correct, rectify His mysterious and mighty work.

It takes the feat of God's almighty black and white book. It speaks about door, it opens up the gates, it talks about life, us, humans and the orchestrator behind it.

Making a run for your life. Making a chance out of nothing.
Choosing someone , your loved one over anything else pride, fame and fortune.
We, humans are attached to that.

Its funny how life works its clock. We spill our coffee someday, and somehow we might end up with something better at the end of the day. Was it all in a plan?
Was it all written, in some ways yes, but we are not over-powered by it.

Something arises as free-will was stated in the bible. We have free-will.
It gives us that edge to do the things we want. It gives us a run for our own money, dreams.
God wasn't treating us as robots. God instilled His character in us. Love,faithfulness and others. (Source: galatians.fruit of spirit.)

Yes, God has his angels and Holy spirit to watch over us all the time.
But, it only takes a heart as big as the ones we have to see what is behind the door.
To take that leap of faith and build on to something greater.

'If you stay with her, it not only kill your dreams, it kills her.'
Are u up for it?
Changing what was written.
Only a heart and soul willing to be was to be.

Cheers.

Sometimes.

2011-01-16T22:55:00.000-08:00

When i was a kid, it was never this different other than the occasional bicycle rides and swings in the playground. It was in dreamland. but dream ends, sadly.

But as we grow older, we realise somethings are just not what they seem to be.
This cold world has taught us to stand up on our feet and fight for what belongs to us.

Amidst all the chaos, what'd ever stay true to us? Who are the ones that encourages us?
I bet most of us never try to understand this phenomenon that the ones God placed right beside you are essential to you. They are your family, they are your friend, they are what is valuable to you.

The heart reflects our intent, our lives and the soul shining through us.
The passion and magic that the heart can bring to ones life is simply amazing.
Our heart can reveal what is important to us when everyone is failing.
Our heart when we listen to is, It beats slowly and it tells a story.
No one can understand your own heart, other than you alone.

SOUL PROVIDER

Baby, i wanna be your soul provider.
I wanna stay this way, for the longest time.

When your heart fails you, i can be your soul provider. =]

And hold it...........

Who knows someday? hmm? We might all walk down that isle....

This is the story of a girl.

2011-01-05T06:21:00.000-08:00

Song: Story of a girl.

This is the story of a girl.
Who cried a river and drown the whole world.
Why she looked so sad in photographs,
I absolutely love her.

On one special night.

2010-12-23T22:19:00.000-08:00

Yeah, i have been waiting for this day for a very long time.
I miss the feeling of christmas, it gives you such serenity and pleasant feeling.
It cant be put into words.
Tonight, im going with my group Trophimus for caroling! In santa' hats and jolly mood. haha
It will be very fun, indeed.

But before this ever happen, giving us a chance to celebrate christmas. This man, right here, the son of God, took the road to Calvary in order to save us from hell, eternal death. We are bound to be separated by our saviour, Jesus christ, but He came to save us so we can live..

In John 3:16 it says. For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.

He died for you and me, He shed His blood, so that we live today.
So Christmas is really a day to remember the birth of Christ in that little manger in the town of Bethelem. That was indeed a glorious day for mankind. the Baby, son of God, our heavenly father. was born today. the 25th of december. This is a date that everyone of us will recall, why? Its christmas! But whats more important is, its is also the birth date of Christ, the Lord.
Jeremiah 29:11
"For I know the plans I have for you," says the Lord. "They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope."

See how great a love the Father has bestowed upon us, that we should be called children of God. (1 John 3:1) , how he sent his one and only beloved son to us. so we could be reunited. lets cherish today for everything that it is, and the love Christ shown and bestowed before us.
For the love of the Lord, endures everything and lasts forever through eternity. :)
amen!

All for all, one for one. Christ die for all, His life was worth the price of the whole world. The whole world's sin. And He is the son of Man, Prince of peace. God of glory.
Today he sits on His throne in heaven. And we are the celebrate this as ever! For one day, all of us that believes will be reunited in love and glory.
So, appreciate this little short time on earth as we are bound to rise on eagles wing and sit beside Jesus in Heaven. for eternity.

I just wanna wish all of you a Merry Xmas and happy new year.
Thank you for a wonderful year 2010. Im sure everyone of us will cherish all the little moments that happen through out the year. Nothing matters more than the moments and memories that help shape our lives.
I loved this year for many things happen, and i really grow a lot spiritually too.
I laugh, I learn, I cherish.
In all these, Love prevails.

Cheers people! haha. Let loose and Rock yourself and cheers to a Brilliant and memorable 2010!!
Woohooooooooooooooooooooo!! XD

That was the year I got into a new college after a hard year.. It was the year I got into a new group Aijalon and had total fun, ha-ha , the year I got dumped , the year I got into a serious accident in Dusun Eco resort, the year a friend of mine passed away so suddenly that shocked a lot of us faithful( and prompted us to think of what to do in our life) —and damn it if it wasn't the best year of my life. Because if any one of those things hadn't happened, I never would've ended up a more mature person, and whats still awaits me in the future. But more importantly, I wouldn't have walk with Christ closer and love Him more. Because, as you know, these little things make up the biggest picture. Of course, that little story is just beginning.

Music thread.

2010-12-08T04:31:00.000-08:00

I love music you see. i cannot think of other ways to flood up my blog posts other than music.
So you see, where we heading to?
this will largely be a music blog, aint it good?
well i would blog about other stuffs, but music are simply awesome i shud say.
you cant live without it. it lightens every soul.

I want you back for good- Take that @ Yahoo! Video

This is Want you back for good-Take that.
Ronan keating used to be one of them.
This is a good song.

cafe talk:
Just simply want you back for good.
You left too long without a news.
You havent give me a good answer.
Whoever that person may be,
Hope that you will come back someday.
the tiny puzzles are moving,
but its a big map i am entwined in,
you are hidin far left in the west,
Still here in the middle,
waiting for the raw meeting in ice.

hide as you are. and you know u can hide forever.

2010-12-04T17:13:00.000-08:00

A medley.
Boston-Augustana.
You dont know me, you dont even care.
enjoy. =D

Engineers of the heart.

2010-10-10T10:08:00.000-07:00

My Heart will go on.

Every night in my dreams
I see you, I feel you
that is how I know you go on.
You see the anchors of space between us. It came like a river to the point where the waters were only hollowing away from sight. It is flowing away and never coming home to the beating heart of mine. How colourful was the night where you sat beside me in the park of grace. We sat in the park thinking only what was left between us. In that dream, you had me glowing in your arms and having the leaves just withered out of sight. Moments that last a lifetime memorably.

Far across the distance
and spaces between us
you have come to show you go on.
There, a glimmer of hope, you came to me in your white satin dress. That smile of yours that lasted 2 days of winter and 99 seconds of taint. It simply stopped I know. I had to leave behind all of these, carry on with the light sabre on my right hand and bare the weak cry of mine.

Near, Far,
wherever you are,
I believe that the heart does go on.

Once more, you opened the door
And you're here in my heart,
and my heart will go on and on.
From the cut of the radiant heart that once beat so brightly, it cannot had pour more blood out my friend, it had to end there with a graft. What do you do when you know that you had lost something that was a feature feat in such bright sky?

Love can touch us one time
and last for a lifetime
And never let go till we're gone.

Love was when I loved you,
one true time to hold on to
In my life we'll always go on.
What touches us from the heart makes us stronger. The Ship did sink, it sank forever. It did not claw back up to the surface. It had to follow its engine where it held most feeling for. It was heading back into the one that is the strongest, thy heart.

How can we be lovers if we cant be friends?

2010-09-30T09:11:00.001-07:00

Life.

2010-07-15T22:07:00.000-07:00

Even if everything seems to go wrong, you can rejoice in the Lord, for He is good and His mercy endures forever!

We laugh because there was a moment to savor in life.

If there was only a lift that goes up, and you never tried the way down to see whats happening.

Its only natural that we fall.

When we fall, we learn to appreciate what are the things that matters in life.

The godly may trip seven times, but they will get up again. But one disaster is enough to overthrow the wicked. (Proverbs 24:16)

Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds.< James 1:2 >